The “Lolita Effect” and the Story of my Life
Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta. She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita. Did she have a precursor? She did, indeed she did. In point of fact, there might have been no Lolita at all had I not loved, one summer, an initial girl-child. In a princedom by the sea. Oh when? About as many years before Lolita was born as my age was that summer. You can always count on a murderer for fancy prose style. Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, exhibit number one is what the seraphs, the misinformed, simple, noble-winged seraphs, envied. Look at this tangle of thorns.
Vladimir Nabokov in his wonderful novel “Lolita” 1956
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Child sex is wrong but is sex the same as abuse? I don’t know anybody that condones child-abuse. I don’t know anybody who would shake the hand of a child abuser, and I know many that are not shy of throwing the first stone as soon as they have the chance to do so. I know many that don’t bother looking beyond the first impression. Who’s fault is it? Who allowed it to happen? Who was the perpatrator and who will continue to be the victim? Most children are innocent. Most children have a beautiful mind, not preoccupied with money, greed and prejudices. Most of us believe that the mind of a child is lilly-white and squeaky-clean. Like I said, most children’s minds but not all children’s minds.
There are always the ones following their dirty little agenda. The young girls that show a little too much of their young and flawless skin, the young girls that move a little too slowly hiding their hairless genitals when daddy walks into the bathroom by mistake.
The liberal media tells us that young girls are desirable, God tells us that following the impulse is wrong, the law makes sure that we suffer if we disobey God.
No man should be allowed to have sex with an underage girl, no question about that, but do we know all the facts after it happened? Do we know what was going on behind closed doors? Do we know who made the first move at night in bed, under the covers? I don’t doubt for a minute that no girl would be willing to admit any guilt in what happend. After all it’s society that encourages the child to say: “My daddy touched me, I was so scared!” Show me that person that is not pointing the finger at the father, that in truth and all fairness, sometimes bears no guilt of his own. Some people say it’s the devil that makes a girl-child become a whore, a slut, a skank. It’s commonly known as “the lolita effect”. Girls infected by Satans temptation wishes to engage in sexual conduct with adult males. Now let me ask you this: Who’s fault is it? Have you ever experienced a beautiful girl-child coming on to you, determined to have sex with you? Have you ever seen the tight flawless skin of a 13 year old illuminated by a 40 watt night lamp? Have you ever seen the small but firm breasts of a 13 year old girl looming under a thin nightgown? Have you ever been captures by the sexually charged gaze of a young girl wishing to touch and swallow your manlyhood? So if you don’t, don’t judge me, for I have experienced all that and much more.
God made us men weak. God is testing us every day, but sometimes it’s so hard to overcome a temptation. If you fail a test, only the person who created the test has the right to fail you and as far as I know, God has never failed anybody because of one mistake made. My name is Sully Donovan and I was incarcerated for 2 years for impregnating my daughter when she was 13. My daughter is now 15 and we raise our baby girl together as man and wife. There is no doubt in my mind that my child’s child is a gift of God. When I look into her beautiful blue eyes I feel the same kind of love and affection I feel when I look at her mother. Say what you want but love can’t be wrong, especially when God blesses this love with a wonderful baby-girl. Mankind has no right to badmouth God’s creation.
I want to thank my friends Billy Bob, Barbara, Tristan, Sam and Shelley for all their support. A special thanks goes to Shelley for letting me tell the story of my life on this blog. A huge thank you to Shelley’s good-looking daughter Lisa for helping me write this article. Html is a filthy bitch.
Once more it became very clear that only Republicans are willing to look for the whole truth, to find the story behind the story. Republicans have a deep dedication to honor and justice. Where liberals scream and whine and point fingers there is no way justice can prevail. Only Republicans have a commitment to truth, justice and the American way deep enough to reveal the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
God bless America.
Sully Peterson
Picture sources: 1. Random House Books / 2. Lee Jeans / 3. VisualPink / 4&5. Trixieteen
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Thanks for this article! I have porn! We must kill all pornographers.
dude…….you got some seriou issues. i mean YOU FUCKED UR DAUGHTER and if thats not bad enough SHE GOT PREGNANT WITH UR KID AT 13! and ur raising it together!!?!??! man…….i hope u get cancer and rotin a ditch u fucking fag
you fuckin freak if i knew who you where i would make a mess of you. you abuse kids 2 make u feel like a man! if i had my way u would have ur manhood cut off
Well.. I’m not sure what to say about this, but i do not shake my head at your actions. We all have different kinds or morals.
well I belive that this is between you, your daughter, and most importantly god. as long as you are sorry and you truly mean it,God will forgive you as should your daughter. your story is not an easy one. to be ridiculed for this is understable. and I hope you have learned from your actions…
oh my fucking god you pervert go jump off a bridge you creepy fucker.
I in no way can relate to your situation considering that I am 16. Thought I do often look at my female peers and say to myself, “What the fuck? Can they legally show THAT much skin in public?”
It’s almost disgusting..
NOT ONLY THAT - Take one look at them in the short-shorts that their ass hangs out of and low cute shirts and whatnot.. you’re sexually harassing them. How ridiculous is that?! If you don’t want the attention, DON’T WEAR THE CLOTHING THAT REVEALS THAT MUCH SKIN!
As a minor, I can engage in sexual activities with another minor.. I choose not to. These girls don’t know what’s going on, and if they do, they need to stop being so open.
In today’s 15-18 age group, if you’re a virgin, you’re not considered “cool” and are sometimes rejected because of that. Since when is self control looked down upon?
On that topic: Smoking and drinking. So what if I’m clean? I choose not to engage in illegal activities. You don’t like it? So be it. Don’t harp on me about it.
Self control.
You, sir, have a good defense with, “You haven’t been in my shoes, don’t criticize me,” but you ARE an adult, you ARE a man. A thirteen year old is too young. The years of developing and progressing through the awkward stages of puberty is a very sensitive time.
We all have our sets of morals. I agree with Peter. If your God will forgive your actions, so be it.
Trixieteen: Over 18, thus not lolita.
The other 2, not even doing pornography, they’re modeling.
As for the father/daughter relationship, disgusting, 13 years old, that is not right. Ok, incest happens, but at 13? That’s taking it WAY too far.
Aussie,
all 3 of them are HARDCORE PORN ACTORS. Please stop distorting the facts!
“all 3 of them are HARDCORE PORN ACTORS. Please stop distorting the facts!”
After looking at where you got the 2nd girl’s website I’ll agree that I made a mistake, the 2nd is doing porn (but again, if she is doing porn that is being distributed on websites without any FBI or whatnot asking questions, she is 18 and thus not lolita) The 1st girl is definately doing modeling for a clothing designer.
You SICK SICK FUCK!!! How dare you blame your faults on satan! Take some fucking responsibility! I don’t care if your daughter was asking for it, it’s your duty AS HER FATHER to be the adult and resist! How about a little self control?!
I’m sure, with society’s stance of not talking about sex, but showing it everywhere, that your daughter had no idea the depth of her decisions. I know I didn’t when I lost my virginity at 13. Sure, she might have known about children possibly coming about, but did she realize what that meant for the rest of her life? Probably not. To sit here and harp on, and on, and on about how “Republicans have a deep dedication to honor and justice. Where liberals scream and whine and point fingers there is no way justice can prevail.” Is a bunch of balogney to explain away your bad behavior. No justice can be done, sir, when you don’t take responsibility for your actions and keep blaming it on your daughter’s great skin and satan. And the fact that you’re still looking at kiddy-esque porn means that your demons are still with you, but they’re hiding in the shadows for now. Are you going to have sex with your Granddaughter/daughter when she starts to fill out?
I hold very strong, defined beliefs and I have thought long and hard about what it is that you have said here. First, I want to say that I believe in Love. I believe that everything has Love. I’m not going to tell you that you may be forgiven, because I’m not telling you that you should be. Forgiveness requires an offense. You have found Love, and you have found it in someone close to you. The Bible says that it is proper to wait until after the ‘bloom of youth’ - until after puberty. Then you may both know what it is that you feel. I don’t believe that anyone should form a relationship or have sex lightly. It requires serious thought and consideration. I don’t believe that Satan takes such a role in people. That is caused by misintentioned people. We were given free will, and we must all accept that. On that note, it can be plainly seen that, while your actions may be judged by their appearance, your intentions remain purely yours. I refuse to judge your actions, because I cannot see into your heart. I will say, however, that if your intentions are pure (as I believe they are), then I wish you both well.
Remember, everybody: it’s not about sex; it’s not about age; it’s about individuals and Love. Just because someone falls in Love with someone young doesn’t mean that it’s because of their age anymore than it does any other time.
Human,
thanks for the kind words.
I will call Sully today and tell him about your comment.
Kindest regards,
Shelley N. Goodman
i don’t have a problem with incest. my older brother fucked my mom - what a motherfucker - haha and I was born. later on he fucked me and gave me a wonderful son. i am just waiting for my son being old enough to become a motherfucker, too. haha. i can’t wait to feel his cock inside of me. right now his cock is just a big as a cigarette.. when he is stiff. his cock tastes good already.. haha.. ok enuff said..
gotta go back to my tv set and watch fuzzball.
WTF is wrong with you? Satan has a nice cell and you can rot in hell forever you sick fuck.
Why cant you just leave him alone!?! he’s been ridiculed enough!
Exactly! He poured his heart out and tried to explain himself to us and all he gets it insults and hatefulness.
Damn lieberals!
Shelley
now now shelley dear that’s not how a good decent christian talks rofl.
and shelley he deserves every bit of insults and hatefulness fucking his 13 year old daughter and knocking her up he’s a sick man shelley not only that but vile and disgusting. even i can’t believe you condone that kind of behavior shelley i mean come on shelley are’nt you supposed to have a daughter.
and shelley you dear are in serious need of help for editing my comment you are vile and disgusting and disturbed and you are in no way a christian would christians write and edit comment like you did no hun they would not you are living proof shelley that some christians belong in hell and you keep my mom out of what you said bitch i will kick your mother fucking ass for what you said about my mom and you also better damn well keep my family out of this cause i will not sit here and allow you to slander my family like that you fucking bitch i won’t tolerate you saying horrible things about my family you fucking coward you better get on your knees and pray for forgiveness you arrogant bitch. you truly are a loser shelley you fucking pedophile i hope you get a serious form of cancer and die bitch.
and shelley you have just shown me and all other non believers that you are a false christian. now i can tolerate and laugh at just about everything you say you fucking nimrod but when you bring my family into this that just won’t fly with me bitch you got a choice shelley either a.keep your mouth of my family
or b.i will start making vile comments about your family. hopefully you will go with a.
now shelley we can do this the hard way or we can do this the easy way and you claim to be a good decent christian when i see you write vile stuff you are’nt no christian if you think what you wrote is funny think again you moronic bitch cause i’ve read funnier and your not a comedian you fuck wit.
and shelley quit saying your for free speech when it’s very apparent that your not.
and why can’t you be tolerant and nice to people huh shelley instead of being a complete and utter bitch? i bet your a nice person but it seems to me you would rather be a bitch and be judgemental. and shelley i would like to say this you can’t be as dumb as your making yourself look you have to at least have some kind of intelligence because shelley a person with intelligence would not write such vile things. shelley if you could at least put some effort into being nice shelley people might be able to respect you hun. hell shelley hun i would consider being more nicer and more respectful to you there’s no way in hell you can be this childish and idiotic by editing comments and calling names. i would like to think that your a nice person but your proving me wrong hun your just a hateful spiteful woman i think your incapable of being kind shelley you say you love the sinner but you hate the sin please start acting like it please your making it so that people don’t want nothing to do with god i actually and pray to god that you are not as stupid as you are making yourself look.
and i will apologize for offending you shelley.
How could you be so hateful?
Its so Childish…
Hmmm I wonder how understanding of his condition Shelley will be when she finds out he gave her daughter a good old fashion dirty sanchez.
http://youporn.com/watch/126394
After some STR style research on Sully I came across this UNDENIABLE video proof of Shelleys Daughter getting ploughed. Suprising but then again she was probably asking for it
http://www.shelleytherepublican.com/2008/02/25/so-called-sexual-harassment-no-such-thing.aspx
Cheers,
Scooter
ps. GANGBANG at my house!
Oh my god….
That cant be real!!!
Its fake!
That would be child pornography if it was them!
I challenge STR to prove that that is not Sully and Shelley JR bumpin uglies. But I must warn you, God told me that was them so if you say it wasn’t you’re insulting god….
cheers,
Scooter
ps. I could totally jack it to Shelley JR
“!MAJOR BABE!”
pps BBN likes BBW
http://youporn.com/watch/27375
(That’s nasty, could not jack it to BBN wife/Danky Lover)
You senile,facist pig!
God would not tell you that!
It would be under adultry!
Dont ever say that God told you to look at a porn video because it relates to a blog!
WORDS THAT DON’T MAKE SENSE
Adultery [??dalt?ri] noun
sexual intercourse between a husband and a woman who is not his wife or between a wife and a man who is not her husband
Senile-
–adjective 1. showing a decline or deterioration of physical strength or mental functioning, esp. short-term memory and alertness, as a result of old age or disease.
2. of or belonging to old age or aged persons; gerontological; geriatric.
3. Physical Geography. (of topographical features) having been reduced by erosion to a featureless plain that stands everywhere at base level.
Fa’S'chist-
–noun 1. a person who believes in or sympathizes with fascism.
2. (often initial capital letter) a member of a fascist movement or party.
3. a person who is dictatorial or has extreme right-wing views.
WORDS THAT DO MAKE SENSE
Blasphemy-
–noun, plural -mies. 1. impious utterance or action concerning God or sacred things.
2. Judaism. a. an act of cursing or reviling God.
b. pronunciation of the Tetragrammaton (YHVH) in the original, now forbidden manner instead of using a substitute pronunciation such as Adonai.
3. Theology. the crime of assuming to oneself the rights or qualities of God.
4. irreverent behavior toward anything held sacred, priceless, etc.: He uttered blasphemies against life itself.
Besides god did tell me that was Shelley JR so go throw a bag of dicks.
Scooter>Arrucard1
Cheers,
Scooter
ps. My pants are down as I’m typing this
@Arrucard that fucking whore made it very damn personal when she took cheap shots at my mom and my family i have seven words for you arrucard get fucked you son of a bitch.
shelley can go jump off a god damned bridge.
that stinking whore brought back the painful grief i felt when god took my mother away from me robbing me of any chance of having closure or peace when my mother was taken from me and that’s how god punished me by robbing me of telling my mother i loved her or have any closure on it because of him. i will never in this life forgive him or forgive her for what she said. when my mother died my faith in god died that night on aug 9,2005.
i hope that whore fucking rots in hell
Woa,woa,woa.
My apoligies Sara,I misunderstood the reading.
And scooter my apoligies as well.
I should have read better :-\
Sex is a beautiful thing, children should learn that early. They’ll learn early in life what enjoyment they can perform on theirselves and others, it should not be illegal or considered wrong. And imagine this, the police officer that arrests someone for letting their children engage in sex, had to shoot a suspect in a murder case, which is also considered sin, along with the “child porn”.
Child porn is awesome, little kids doing it naked and rough is hot. The younger, the hotter. I could masturbate to that all day.
I cannot beleive this…. you are absolutly vile
“the liberal media” whatever, there maybe publications out there that advocate this type of this but they have nothing to do with left wing supporters
enjoy your black president btw
I was just combing through your site, out of interest, and there are many contradictions that astound me. Needless to say, one of them applies to this. I decided to read your “God’s Hitlist” section (not that God an omnipotent, omniscient and omnibenevolent being would have need for a so-called “hitlist”), and found a startling discovery (don’t mind my sarcasm).
And I quote:
” =============Wrong Choices
God’s lifestyle choices hitlist : God hates people that belong to one of the groups below because they harm America!
* Gays
* Liberals
* Abortionists
* Animal Rights People
* Environmentalists
* Muzlims
* Vegetarians/Vegans
* Pedophiles”
I cut the line off at “Pedophiles”. Paedophilia, the sexual abuse, or if you would rather I phrase it “conduct”, with a minor. So although you try to justify your “conduct”, or as I would view it: misconduct, it is also something that God hates (not that God would “hate”, for “hatred is murder”, as your “lust” is “adultery”, sound familiar to anyone who’s heard of the Bible? God sure doesn’t like adultery.)
Also, a little bit off topic, but nonetheless relevant, why would God hate someone for harming America? Is God American? News to me! We might be made in the image of God, but does that make God both American, Asian, Causian, Homosexual, Vegeterian…..hmm….your whole list of things God hates! Even Liberal!
Back to the point, God doesn’t hate anyone, but sticking to the context of this website, God certainly hates you, you dirty, dirty paedophile.
Do I not get a reply? If i do then i expect it to be a well constructed arguement, as opposed to me being called a “lie-beral”, which is, in my opinion, not an insult.
I would also like to state my position as a Liberal. But not just any Liberal, for I am a Liberal that has completely destroyed your arguement using only the “truth” that you have constructed. Try not to reply with something saying that God hates me either, I’m a Catholic, and have been for all of my life, I’ve already stated above that God does not hate. Try not to quote me from the Bible either, you’ve seen that I can play that game too, and the scriptures of the Bible are, very often, able to be taken out of context.
Why do you have to be rasict to Arabs?
I must admit, I was taken aback by the topic and honesty of this article as well as the poor taste that many of the commentators exhibited.
It’s rather painful to witness such childish behavior in people who claim to be mature adults. Yes, the author’s actions are against many rules and laws that hundreds of religions go by. Yes, he admits that it feels right to him and that he and his daughter are in love.
Mr. Peterson, I am not one to follow blindly in the paths of others. I will not say that it is wrong of you or your daughter to do this. However, I also do not condone blaming an action you feel is right on a figure that is seen as evil in the eyes of billions of people. If you know that what you do is wrong, you must act as a competent adult and cease your actions. If you know in your heart that what you do is right and undeserving of slander, find your spine and stand up for yourself and your new family.
Also- and I know that this will probably be rather naïve of me to say on this website- I believe it isn’t fair to blame the problems of the world, nation, community, or one individual on a political party unless the goal of that party brings harm to anyone. Liberals are not to blame for temptation, just as republicans aren’t.
Politics are not to blame. Your daughter is not to blame. Satan is not to blame. You are not to blame. There is no blame to be laid on anyone. If you love your daughter and you love your baby girl and will defend and live for them and make them and yourself happy until your last day, then there is nothing to forgive.
Be happy. Enjoy your life. Take care of those you love. God bless you and yours.
Ruby